My Last Week In My Twenties!

On Thursday, December 30th, I will be entering into my thirties!!! I will say this, since I was old enough to care I've been waiting for this day because it is my "Golden Birthday", 30 on the 30th. As the day gets closer and closer, I become more and more anxious! I do realize that it is just an age, it really doesn't make me who I am or define me, however, it is still freaking me out! I'm hoping anyone out there may relate and tell me that I'm completely normal. There's just so much running through my, already busy, mind! Such as what have I accomplished up until now? What do I want to accomplish in the next chapter of my life? Have I been a good mother, wife, friend, sister, daughter? How could I be a better person? SEE WHAT I MEAN??!!! I mean seriously! That is just too much for one mind to handle along with my "everyday load"! So I decided to post a list of things I know for sure so that I will quit pondering the unknown!
 THINGS I KNOW "FO SHO

• I FIND A NEW REASON TO FALL IN LOVE W/ MY HUSBAND EVERY DAY.
•  I HAVE FOUND A WAY TO REMIND MYSELF OF WHY IT IS I LOVE HIM EVERY TIME I FIND ONE OF HIS ROLLED UP DIRTY SOCKS ON THE FLOOR.
•  I KNOW MY HUSBY LOVES ME JUST THE SAME.
•  MY CHILDREN HAVE SHOWN ME WHAT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE REALLY MEANS.
• I HAVE A STRONG DESIRE TO LEARN AND LOVE DOING SO.
• I CANNOT GO THROUGH AN ENTIRE DAY W/OUT DOING SOMETHING CREATIVE.
• I HAVE MADE SUCH AN AMAZING FAMILY OUT OF PEOPLE THAT DON'T SHARE A SINGLE GENE WITH ME. MY FRIENDS ARE THE MOST WONDERFUL, SUPPORTIVE CREW A GIRL COULD ASK FOR.
• I HAVE LEARNED THAT SLOWING DOWN AND STEPPING BACK IS HOW I HAVE BECOME MORE WHOLE.
• THROUGH THAT, I'VE FOUND THAT THE SEARCH FOR PERFECTION IS A WASTE OF TIME, BECOMING WHOLE HAS MADE IT ALL WORTHWHILE.
• LIVING SIMPLE HAS MADE OUR HOME SO FULL OF BLESSINGS.
• TURNING 30 IS GOING TO ROCK!!!

So the hustle and bustle of the holiday is over but this week will be super busy for this mama! My husby has been planning my birthday bash for quite some time now with the help of some tasteful ladies I love! I know zilch about the bash except that it's happening! Can't wait! I had a gorgeous dress made my gorgeous grandma and I can't wait to rock the party!!! I will post pics for sure!!!!Later folks!